He opened the door, asked me how am I. And sat on the sofa
and pulled me onto his lap. I thought we were supposed to be all “formal”. I was
only glad to be on his lap once again. I haven’t been on his lap in recent
weeks; it only reminded me of the times we first started. Then he lifted both
my legs and swung me across. Now I was being cradle on his lap like a baby. It might
have been motivated by horniness. That’s what happens when we are naughty :D
He asked me what are my plans. I had none. He suggested
going to Pyramid to look for Psy shoes. Only too glad to be able to “paktor”
again. Plan called off. He kept asking what my plans are and that he has a date
with friends that night. Told him to just get to the point and ask me to buzz
off haha. He said nope he can arrange with the friends based on my plans. Aww. He
wanted to catch a movie. Didn’t work out. Sucks. Cos it was only stupid CNY
movies which we didn’t wanna watch. Else it would have been a movie date,
dammit.
I patted the couch beside me, he took up the invite and sat
beside me watching tv. Got bored, ended up joining him in the room. Got carried
and hurled on the bed, as usual. Got carried a few times, I put my arms around
his neck. We hugged. We kissed. We fooled around. We were just like before.
His response was good. I hugged his head close to my chest
as he sat by the bathtub smoking. I wanted to do that because I know I would
regret it if I didn’t. I kissed him on his cheek. He hugged me and sniffed me. That
doggy sniff on my neck meant a lot. He always did that when we first started to
the point that I thought it was annoying but now I miss it so much. I asked him
to sit on my lap. He did and said he would crush me haha.
In the lift to the carpark, I held out my arms for a hug and
thanked him for dinner. He hugged me and said “Happy Valentines Day”. I was a
bit taken aback and said the same. And that’s when he hugged and carried me
high up and bending his back. I screamed. And off he went to LG1 and me at LG3.
Tears popped as I walked to my car but it soon ended.
He texted me at about 2am after opening his gift. “I’m kinda
touch lol”, “really appreciate this”, “really like the engraving”, “I really
like the gift” and “really special”. I did a good job. Personalized gifts would
work.
I don’t know what’s next. I want him back. He makes me happy.
He makes me laugh and angry at the same time, like when he whack my legs when I
had pins-and-needles and when he carried me and jumped in the pool. God please
make this work for us?
