(Nothing to say anymore)

Received these 2 sms that day.
“..wasn’t sweet talking to you that day..”
“..have u is a boring day..”

They had actually been misunderstood. Cos I believe that I am still the nice and interesting person that I think I am!!! Figured out the 1st one (unless it’s meant to be what you understand it to be!) but the 2nd one still beats me.

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I don’t mean to be ungrateful. I really don’t.
People don’t use the opportunities given. Instead they rather take it the hard way and make their lives worse.
And I more don’t want to be hurtful.
I’m not worthy.
Sometimes I feel so annoyed.
Some people just don’t get the message. Don't have a clue.
Don’t push me. Don’t force me.

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Have decided not to publish the drafts on dates anywhere. Don’t feel good doing so =) But then what am I gonna do with all those drafts? Sell them to Harper and Collins?

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Had these delivered to the office. Only thought that this happen in Chinese shows. Think it was a blessing in disguise that it got sent to the wrong floor. So only Shikin saw it. Else, the whole of 19th floor would have been kecoh. Sweet and lovely, isn’t it? Hadn’t got this before. But could have been sweeter.. Hai.

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"Strange Relationship"

Listened to this when was with my ex. One of my all time favourites. Just want to publish the lyrics actually, and might as well put up the vid.

Do you love me?
Or am I just another trip in this strange relationship?
You push and pull me
and I'm about to lose my mind
Is this just a waste of time
keep acting like you own me
I keep running, watch me walking out that door
I hear you behind me

Gimme that strange relationship
Never felt pleasure and pain like this
Something so right but it feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of us gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I'm already gone

Do you love me?
We break up and back together
And I swore to myself never
Oh how you do me
You strip me of my honor
And I don't ever think I'm gonna
Break free of these mind games
All I'm trying to do is modify my plan
'Cause I can't contain you

You keep acting like you own me
I can't control me
You said you never really wanted me back
Well maybe if that's a fact
May I suggest
A brand new plan of attack
And in defense of that you're hard to crack
You're way off track
I want you back, I want you gone
Maybe I'm sick of holding on