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I do think I need a lucky bracelet. Or a bloody horseshoe to hang around my bloody neck. Karma is it? From criticising people too much. No energy, my hands seriously have no strength and I've got a class tonight. Work my bloody ass off. I work hard to feed my family, I give all the stupid kids education. So why ain't I rewarded with goodness? I don't feel like coming to work. It's stupid having tears in your eyes and crying in the toilet. Who to blame? No one but me. I wanna blame someone, but who to blame? Who to blame?