God please shine some light on me..

Monday and still no decision. High pay but sales and bank branch environment. Lower pay but office environment and research, which is what I want to do. Can money, faster career growth and a 26 days annual leave be able to motivate me to do disliked work in a disliked environment? Faster career growth? I don't even want to be a bank manager.

Felt useless asking for opinions; seemed that I am incapable of making my own decisions. It's just that since I have friends doing almost the same thing, I might as well find out first hand what it is like, isn't it? And finding out if Toyota has Internet from Phuan's sister's bf hahaha. I need my Internet; I already can't have breakfast with Timmy after I start my new job and no chatting with him some more..?

Surprised that everyone knows about Stan Chart. Really didn't expect people to read my blog hahaha.

Stupid me, it's a new entity, surely it will be a 'hunter' position. Duh!! Cos there's nothing to 'farm', bodohnya.. No one knows how much EPF is offered, no one knows exactly what am I required to do..

I've decided to leave it to fate. If Toyota agrees to give me that little bit more, I'll take it. Else, I have no choice but to go to HSBC and start thinking happy thoughts on the money, the prospects and the days of leave. But Toyota better make that offer. Doh..that money makes me drool la. I don't even have any banking experience and they are willing to pay this? Argh..come on, come on..

Last week here.. and I think I am really unfortunate that assholes want training at the very last week I am here. There are like, 52 weeks in a year. And we had just finished a session!! Cilaka. Don't want to do. Cho kau!