Last Post of the Year

“When Love and Hate Collide” by Def Leppard. It's sort of playing in my mind after a short absence. One of the 2 songs that can always somehow make me feel it though have nothing to relate to it, and I believe that when there is something going on in my mind, tears will flow.. =)



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You made me trouble myself and other people. I don’t mind troubling myself cos I do love you but I really hate troubling people. Not to mention, it was a real headache myself too. To organize convoys to get you is no easy task especially when no one is available to join the convoy! And then, would it be to go there with or without you, do I pick or get picked, where do I pick or get picked, when do I pick or get picked, who do I pick or get picked, who do I pick to see you or do I not pick at all and when shall I see you.. Hai.. til I have to draw out a diagram, just like a flowchart.

Moral of the story: Sisters, drive more laa.. And learn to drive a manual car laa.. Then you can surely drive an auto. But then, there are some who can drive a manual but can’t drive an auto. (Wei, anyone rasa tersindir or not?? Hehe) Or at least, drive an auto with confidence la =p You all are amusing la, and make me feel so versatile! =D =D I even drive manuals better than both my exes, what kinda guys are those that can’t drive manuals? So sistahs, one day I bring you all drifting ya? Wait til I brief you on my MR2 knowledge and tyres made for combating hydroplane. You’ll drool!

At the Oscars: I would like to thank the following people. Without their help, I wouldn’t be standing here where I am today. Timmy for sending me back to and fro to work for 2 days, that is coming at 6am from Cheras->Klang->PJ->his office in KL. And same for the way home. And for sending my car with me to Sentosa and sending and picking me up from Bangi. He said that to ask for anything I want while I was still being loved. So bad! =( Didn’t think about it but certainly asking for more now.

My ahyee for lending her Myvi to me. From the initial one day, I took her car for 3 days. And returned it with less petrol some more =p

Crystal for picking the car up with me from Sentosa. Appreciate it a lot, you really came to my rescue that day. And thanks for listening to my ‘sum si’ that night too =)

To my sistahs, thanks anyway. We’ll go drifting one day =D

To my cousin, go fly kite! Somehow I always regret being nice to you but still don’t learn my lesson. Not mad for not being able to help me but your mouth always make you an irritating person. I am staying away from you for good this time. I just thought that I don’t wanna reject you all the time. I didn’t even need your career and love life advice, so don’t think you were doing me a favour. In fact, I’m more successful at both of them than you! So go dance salsa til you drop dead.

And for all the trouble…

(temporary pic til I get a better pic)

Nice car with no dents or maps of merged Peninsula and East Malaysia!! Somehow feel better blanking out the number plate ala Motor Trader =)

I miss you. I feel trapped without you, helpless without you, bored without you, troubled people for you. Now you are back with me again, treat me well! Cos I did and am now broke haha. After all the trouble, you made me poorer some more. Not including the 4 new tyres I gave you a few weeks back. So serve me well yeah?

Welcome back, 8788 =) Love you!

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I sent 1117 sms-es this month, as of 4.55pm. Goodness!! Highest record of all time that makes me wonder if I forgot to reset the counter at the start of this month. Expect the figure to increase in the remaining hours of the month (and year). No wonder my phone is a bit angry with me. Sayang you la 810.. (Due to loneliness, I'm starting to talk to my phone and car and calling them by numbers)

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There are certainly people who do not deserve the good results they got. We met about 6 of my bro’s classmates at Jusco after collecting the PMR results that day. Everyone must have gone there to celebrate their results (or the lack of it). I mean, if I had been getting only 1A all along and suddenly I end up with 7, I think I might laugh too. People at the bottom of the class got straight As too. People who have never been heard of are now top scorers too. I don’t think I will feel nice if I were in the bottom 10 all along but have 7As now. So that says pretty much about our education system. Then the minister says that there is improvement and increment in the number of straight A scorers. In fact there is improvement almost every year. We are producing smarter kids by day and everyone is happy, aren’t we?

And going by how easy it is to score, for this someone who got a majority of Cs and Ds last year, sorry to say but I think you are really dumb =p And you came to my house and bragged!! Ok, so I guess different people find happiness differently. My bro would be banging his head and crying tears of sorrow if he were to get 6As while this person is so happy with his results that he sent an sms saying.. read this, this is a classic: “What you free for me?” !!!!!! Hello, Cs and Ds and you want a reward? And “What you free for me?”Omg, omhg!! This is an all-time favourite. Still find myself lol-ing to this very day.

And I don’t see a point of parents rewarding their kids with RM100 for every A they get. Seems to be the ‘in-thing’ nowadays, even with the UPSR as I heard my colleague saying that her cousin is 400 bucks richer. The aim here is to get ALL As, to be rewarded when you get them and not to rejoice at every A (and RM100) collected. But then again, different people have different expectations. Understood.

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It’s the last day of the year. Don’t feel excited, don’t feel fun but just expressionless, emotionless and tasteless. Happy New Year 2008 everyone =)