I was about to be assigned classes for next year at a tuition centre that my cousin also teaches at. Just before I was due to meet the principal, he told that I am ‘unstable’. It wasn’t even the truth but I am lazy to explain myself here.
Why, were you trying to be a good employee? Afraid that I would take over your classes? Um song that I’m getting the same as pay though you started 3 years earlier?
I’m not pissed when you proclaimed ‘concern for my welfare’ when asking me to buy insurance. But turning against your own cousin in favour of an outsider? Heck, I got in there on my own credit! Just leave me to earn my own living.
Well, I got the job anyway. Teaching as many days a week as you do. And now I am so determined to not buy insurance from you. There are tons of other agents around, why should I help you? Your quota is none of my business. Piss me and I’ll piss you. So think before you piss me, else you might already have sealed a deal.
My last sms asked you not to count on me for insurance cos I am unstable. Stim leh, tai sei! And find someone else to take over your class today cos I am ‘unstable’ too. La la la..
4 days a week
No, I didn’t find a new job that has 4 work days; it’s part time. 4 days a week seems a lot. Pay isn’t good considering it’s 4 days a week. Tied down after work and no opportunity to undertake any other better paying offers that come along after it. Worse still, still have to work weekends despite 4 days a week. Am I not ready for commitment yet? I think so, I just want money, not commitment or a 1 year bond.
Wake me up when September ends
Now I know why MCR chose that title. Not March, August, November or December but September. Because September is a stupid month. There being a flurry of posts despite living the same mundane life is not a good sign.
I am not attention or time seeking but knowing that your importance has been demoted just makes you claw your way back to retrieve any remnants that are left. It is a losing battle, in fact it is already lost but just trying to have things back as before. It’s no fun having fear and uncertainty in a relationship.
Anyway, September has already ended and we’ll see how October goes.
Again on why September needs to end
I’m waiting for news on 3 interviews. Really really impatient and trying not to think about it. Why, is it that people are unable to work or make decisions before Raya? Annoying.
BSN
Went to BSN to bank in some money for this lady who luckily has a BSN account in addition to her Bank Islam. Gave the clerk a RM50 note for RM23, and she reached for the calculator to calculate the change. Adoi..
Btw, why would anyone in the right frame of mind open a Bank Islam account? There is Maybank, Hong Leong, RHB, Public Bank, CIMB, EON Bank, UOB, Alliance, Stan Chart, HSBC, OCBC and Al-Rajhi. See, now you are pissed right? Anyway, I have rested my case cos in the end, she’s got a BSN and she makes me money. And if you’re gonna say that there’s also Bank Rakyat, Bank Pertanian or Bank Muamalat, you deserve a punch in the face.
Annoying songs
Was watching The List on [V] that day (or was it MTV?) and that day’s list was on annoying songs. Just wanna share.
(in no particular order)
1. Barbie Girl – Aqua
2. Cheeky Song – Cheeky Girls
3. Thong Song – Sisqo
4. Blue – Eiffel 65
5. Believe – Cher
6. Mmmbop – Hanson
7. Stars are Blind –Paris Hilton
8. Tubthumper – Chumbawamba
9. All the Things She Said – TATU
10. Lemon Tree – Fool’s Garden
11. You’re Beautiful – James Blunt
And the most annoying song at the end of the show was.. Who Let the Dogs Out. OMG, that is really the most hair-raising song!
3 songs that I think should be there are The Ketchup Song, Macarena and Living la Vida Loca despite how much I like Ricky.
Technology Park Malaysia
Went there to seal a job last Friday (while I was on ‘mc’). So one job’s in the bag already but that’s the last resort. Anyway, I’ve never been to TPM and I must say that it is kinda strange to have offices in a park. Inside, I entered a digital library as a ‘staff/student’ and found free Internet! So stim =D But not really free though, considering the parking’s RM2.50 per hour.
There were waterfalls in the building, trying to make it look swanky I guess but the building’s so cold, quiet and looks like a prison.
Swanky part as I look to my right 
Just on my left was this murky water. Look at the corridor above, so prison-like right? There was not a single person walking around in this building.
Smart Tag insurance?
Got this in my email.
Even Smart Tag needs insurance?? This shows how bad the crime rate is.
Blog stumbling
Seeing how people stumble upon Timmy’s blog scared me. I mean, how likely is it that you can stumble upon someone’s blog? There are millions of blogs out there! The possibility of finding it is small even when you are specifically searching for it. So the chances of ‘stumbling upon it’ really scares me.
Cos I criticise people all the time =P
Resigned already la!!
Stupid boss wanna squeeze things out of me just before I leave. Stupid training has to be done. I really hate those trainings, it’s very tiring talking 5 hours to lembab clients. Had to do IMS as well but hopefully I’ll escaped the launch of the new version. I’ll make it for the annual dinner either at TGIF, Roma’s or Bubba Shrimp but might miss the trip to Sg Kelah. And considering that MS is such a yau kooi person, she keeps saying Tony Romo’s and Mumbai Shrimp. RomA la and no Mumbai Shrimp HAHAHA!!
“Visit your relatives once in a while” –Bosson-
My cousin said that por-por was asking for me. Haven't heard that word in a long time. Thinking about it, it’s quite saddening that things had to end this way, but then, I don’t need any of them.
To pull (strings) or not to pull?
Career articles always say that you need to use your network when you wanna find jobs. Well, for me, I like getting things on my own merit. I like to know that I got there because I am capable, qualified and passed the interview, rather than because so-and-so got me in. I would feel inadequate. But then, not sure if it’s a wise move because I could be missing out on many opportunities and better pay. Hai, dunno la. Anyway, it’s not that I know a lot of banking people as well.
My mum asked not to have anything to do with any relatives, referring to the tuition centre. Well, I think that’s stupid. I got in there on my own and I didn’t do anything wrong, why do I need to avoid him? It’s not like he owns the centre as well. But then, I could end up being backstabbed as above. Well, do me and I’ll do you.
Gambar yang teruk
I found it so utterly hilarious that Timmy’s mum found my picture teruk =D Muahahaha. So funny la =D
James and India
James wanted to bring toilet paper all the way from here to India cos the people there ‘use their hands’ =D Kin heard the squabbles all the way from the back and skyped me asking James to wear Poise Weak Bladder pads instead hahahah!! Poise Weak Bladder pads are the in-things for us after some client created a ruckus about it. After asking James to wear them, he asked how to and if my boyfriend wears one =D =D
Manga messiah
Got this from my ahyee. It’s the bible written into a manga. It’s so cool, never thought that such a thing existed.
Teacher or student?
I’ve been asked twice by parents if I am studying at the centres. I am a teacher there laa…
At Bukit Rimau last week, a girl asked me how old I am? “Guess?” Her guesses kept getting younger and younger until she stopped at Form 2. Her brother is Form 2 and she thought that we looked the same age. Hmm..
Trying to get an mc
Had to go to the clinic to get an mc. The doctor did the customary blood pressure check and guess what? I’ve got low blood pressure. I don’t think I’ve even heard of it. Said I probably lack sleep, which I always think I do but I thought lack of sleep gives you high pressure instead?
PTPTN
Talking about financial matters with my cousin, I mentioned the PTPTN loan and said “You’re Chinese, pay it back”. It was a very strong sentence. It’s not that I dun wanna repay it. I do think about all the people who have absconded but it never once crossed my mind to skip it. Only have myself to blame for not being able to convert it into a scholarship.
“There’s a reason for everything God make happen” –L.Sue Ann-
I stopped to refuel one morning but the attendant gestured eelek with his hand. I decided to hold it to the next day, which was very good cos the price dropped the next day. I mean, how often is it that there is no petrol when you wanna pump it? It’s a little thing but I think it’s more than a coincidence.
1st Erican-less Sunday
Slept a total of 12 hours and feel so proud of myself :D Started to get bored and restless and luckily there was tkd in the middle of the day. Felt that it was a total waste of time not doing anything nor going anywhere. Dunno how my bro is able to stay home like this.
Guess this is due to being used to being out every single day, that one day at home and I start to get restless and fidgety. No UPSR questions to do as well, urgh.. And there is a 5 day holiday, oh my goodness.. what am I going to do? Mouldy to the max and think my parts will fall off. Really should have gone somewhere.
Relieved
Finally got the assurance that no action will be taken against me should I not want to take up the offer that I have already signed the contract for. Cos I will be sent for training and I have to reimburse them if I wanna quit before that. But since I am not even starting work in the first place, I am free to go! Relieved, relieved..
Good riddance September and welcome October! Think October has more interesting things to offer =)
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