It was a truly happy day. Timmy turned up at my office in the morning to see me. It wasn’t the 1st time but that didn’t count cos he was in the vicinity. But this was special as he came especially from KL to Shah Alam in the morning rush hour just so he could see me for about 15 minutes. It reminded me of the time, the courting days, when I told him I had to rush off from work, but he purposely left his office early so that he could hand me some chocs and watch me walk from the building to the car. Was the really my Timmy ah? =) It was strange as when there was a lot of time during a long weekend, he is not one that wants to see me.
Unfortunately, I was so sad that morning (and every other morning) that I burst into tears immediately. I am very emotional in the mornings, tears are at the very tip of my eyes and I’ll cry instantly at any prompt. It was because that you finally get to see someone you miss so badly, that you can’t help by cry? It was because finally you see someone who is dear, familiar and one to comfort you and call you bendan, that you can’t hold it any longer?
Timmy is one that can make me laugh, as well as make me mad, when I cry. Actually I do think I cry and laugh a lot at the same time; I’ve got a gift for it. I think I was laughing amidst tears when we thought someone was going to double park even when the lot was still empty. (due to lack of parking spaces, we at Toyota have double parking lots drawn). And I got a hug. It’s not easy to get a hug and I already know how to get one: By crying =D That’s how deprived I am, I need to cry to be loved =D If you see someone crying in the Toyota carpark, that’s me =)
I always fantasized the day when my boyfriend turned up one morning. I know that when a phone call comes in the morning, he is there already =)
It made my day. It did feel strange finally seeing someone you been missing so much. It’s like something you wish for is finally in front of your eyes and you can’t believe it.
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